On a roll

It’s been a very long time since I tried to get anything published. I had a few stories printed in obscure places years ago, but after Hurricane Katrina, I just stopped sending things out. It just didn’t seem important anymore.

Last summer, I wrote and sent out one story, a flash piece with the characters from my novel. It got rejected, which was somewhat expected given the competitiveness of the market; still, it was profoundly disappointing. A friend read the story and liked it, but wasn’t entirely sure it was working. So I put it aside and focused on the novel instead.

Fast forward a few months, and I spotted an opportunity that interested me — still very competitive, but I wanted to give it a try. (If you don’t believe me about “very competitive,” read the recap from the editor.) I knew it would be difficult, since I was still editing novel bits for a critique and I was behind schedule — and then my body decided to get sick two days before Christmas. One virus led to another, and I was sick for three weeks. I decided I’d have to take a pass on submitting.

But lo! An eleventh hour reminder from Cat Rambo inspired me, and I decided to give it a shot anyway. I pulled out the most likely candidate from my abandoned stories folder, gave it a 90 minute edit, and sent it on its way.

As I suspected, it didn’t make the cut, but the rejection didn’t really hurt. Editor C.C. Finlay said some kind things about it, which helped, and I think the knowledge that I rushed it out (and therefore can do better) made a difference too. I haven’t gone back to it yet because I’ve got a new story underway — but I will, in time, because I still feel like the story itself is good, even if I haven’t told it properly yet.

Now we’re in February, and — amazingly enough — I’ve sent out a second submission, thus doubling last year’s rate. Yesterday afternoon, Cat Rambo and Amanda C. Davis were impressing me on Twitter with their amazing submission stats, and then last night, I was hunting for something and ran across a flash humor piece I’d written a few years ago. It was a contest entry, and I’d never considered submitting it anywhere else. But it still made me laugh, so I tweaked it a very little bit and sent it out. I have no idea whether the market in question will bite, but I got a little rush from giving it a try. So we’ll see what happens.

And while I doubt I’ll reach the dizzy levels that Amanda and Cat maintain, hopefully I can make a habit of sending out more than one story a year.

Fingers crossed.

Finding courage

SproutSo, about a month ago, I did something I haven’t done in a very, very long time: I wrote a new story and sent it to an editor. I was more than a little nervous about sending it out and wasn’t entirely sure it was ready; although I’d had the story in my head for at least a month, various real-life problems and obligations kept me from getting anything on paper until about two weeks before the submissions deadline, so I was making minor revisions right up until the last day. But I was proud of myself for meeting that goal and felt like I’d done good.

And then I got the rejection letter.

While the rejection was somewhat expected — it was a very competitive market and they had a lot of submissions competing for a small number of spots — it was still profoundly disappointing.

I know the recommended action in this case: send it out again. But because I’d felt unsure about the quality, I sat on it and did nothing. I felt paralyzed, afraid to read it and afraid to ask anyone else to read it.

Finally, another writer, Nayad Monroe, said something that helped me realize part of why I was stuck. The characters in the story are the narrator of my novel-in-progress and her brother — but in the novel, she tells the story, and in this short piece, we’re seeing things through her brother’s eyes. While she and her brother love each other, their relationship is often strained, and that’s reflected in the story. Given that I’ve written over 200 pages from her point of view, shifting to look at her from this new perspective wasn’t entirely comfortable.

With this realization that the resistance I was feeling might be all in my head, I got the courage to let the lovely Amanda Davis do a beta read for me. She confirmed that the piece does have some flaws, but they aren’t as bad as I’d imagined them to be. So, while I’m not ready to start editing just yet, I’m at least thinking about it again — and these days, any progress is worth celebrating.

The first Twitter fiction festival

Last week, Twitter — in conjunction with the New York Public library, among others — held its first festival of fiction. I’m happy to say that I participated via the Twitter zine Nanoism, which held a daily contest during the festival. I submitted most days and was chosen as the featured selection for the theme “Legendary.” It was fun to participate and I hope the festival becomes an annual event.

Here’s an article by Nanoism that recaps their contest themes and the winners, including links to each story.